A little anxious...

Darn it!!! I am getting a little anxious, for the first time, about waiting for our child. I just feel like I want things to get moving. UGH!! It is not good to be feeling this when we are still far from referral. I am sure it will pass.
You know what started it? It was running in to a family at Walmart with their ET boys. They are so cute, I want to scoop 'em up! It was seeing them in normal life and the reality that that will be us just got me excited.
I always feel better when other people get their referral, so hopefully soon some others will be getting their call. I can live vicariously through them.
I have been thinking lately about where our child may be right now. Are they with their Mom still? Is Mom pregnant? Are they in the orphanage? What is happening in the life of our little child? They are most likely facing things I can't even comprehend: hunger, grief or loneliness. So I pray for my child, the parents and the caregivers.